I wish that I felt I deserved comfort. I wish I had thought better of myself when I was younger so that I could be in a better place than where I am today. Or be better in the same place I am. I want to be able to enjoy this escape, with out the looming fear that it will slip from my hands.
will this make a side-by-side paragraph?
I know the anger is at myself but somehow it always comes out towards anyone else
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